When I first began art school two years ago, I had so many
trepidations. I didn’t know if, as an older learner, I would have
trouble learning something so totally different from what I had done
before. I didn’t know if I would measure up to my classmates,
especially those who had done art their whole lives. And I had no idea
what to expect.
Now that it’s over, I am navigating post
art-school life as a civilian. I feel that I’m in the intermediate stage
as an artist. I am no longer a beginner but I am not yet advanced. My
sketch-book work lately is a lot more focused on shoring up my
weaknesses. I’ve been focusing on portraits – various head angles,
ears, noses, etc. And I start a new job on Monday, an office (day) job
to support my art, which was an important first step for my
post-art-school-life.
So, life after art school is looking pretty
much like I expected it to look. I’m interning in a gallery, practicing
and improving my art, and working a day job. But I had been starting
to feel as if I was going through the motions. I wasn’t feeling
particularly inspired by anything and I couldn’t figure out what I
wanted my next body of work to focus on. I was feeling blocked. Then I
remembered Julia Cameron.
Julia Cameron is the author of The Artist’s Way,
and many other books on the subject of "recovering" as an artist,
rediscovering one's latent creativity. This book was absolutely
indispensable to me when I first started art school. Julia helped me
weather critiques and develop art that came from my soul, rather than
art that was designed to please professors or impress classmates. I
consider her my first art teacher, and I will always read and re-read
that book for the rest of my life.
Julia’s two main
recommendations are to write “morning pages” and to take yourself out on
“artist’s dates”. Morning pages are 3 pages that are written in the
morning, kind of like a journal, to download your thoughts and clear
your mind. You can write about anything and everything, whatever comes
to mind. You don’t worry about what it sounds like, grammar, etc. and
it is unnecessary to even read them over. The artist’s dates are solo
trips designed to inspire. These dates are important and should be
scheduled once a week. You can do anything you think might spark your
sense of play, and stoke the creative fire within. I have done things
like go to the toy store, buy stickers and markers and scribble like a
child, go to a museum, etc.
This afternoon my artist date was a
trip to the craft store. Fine artists sometimes turn their little noses
up at “crafts”, but this is silly. When we were children, everything
was a potential art project – coloring books, walls, empty boxes;
everything was a potential canvas. Children are fearless, innovative,
and bold. They don’t get creative blocks. If no one is around, they
create tea parties with their stuffed animals, build towering forts out
of newspapers, and slay dragons that only they can see. These are the
true artists.
As adults, we have to make an effort to maintain
that spirit. It is very possible, but it requires us to silence our
inner critic and embrace our inner child. Our creativity is like a
secret hidden lake that only we know about. If we don’t take care of
this secret lake, it’ll get grown over and disappear. But if we take
care of it and use it regularly, we get to play in it for the rest of
our lives.
So my advice to all artists is to never grow up. Yes,
pay your bills. Yes, be responsible. Yes, be an adult – but don’t ever
grow up. Don’t try to makes sense of everything that happens. Don’t
try to do everything perfectly. Don’t plan so extensively that you
never actually do anything. And, most importantly…
Follow your bliss! Always.
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Below is my latest work in progress - in the very beginning stages. It
will eventually be an abstract sculpture made out of random materials
around the house. I hope to finish it within a week or two...
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